"i don't know what happen to me " phase

hey hey hey, i'm back after few days of " i don't know what happen to me" phase..hahaha.... but i have found the most logical explanation owh and plus my PMS grrrrrrrr.....

A woman is like wave. When she feels loved her self esteem rises and falls in a wave motion. When she is feeling really good, she will reach a peak, but then suddenly her mood may change and her wave crashes down. This crash is temporary. After she reaches bottom suddenly her mood will shift and she will again feel good about herself. Automatically her wave begins to rise back up.

When a woman's wave rises she feels she has an abundance of love to give, but when it falls she feels her inner emptiness and needs to be filled up with love. This time of bottoming out is a time for emotional housecleaning.

If she has suppressed any negative feeling or denied herself in order to be more loving on the upswing of her wave, then on the downswing she begins to experience these negative feelings and unfulfilled needs. During this down time she especially needs to talk about problems and be heard and understood.

This experience of "going down" is like going down into a dark well. When a woman goes into her "well" she is consciously sinking into her unconscious self, into darkness and diffused feeling. She may suddenly experience a host of unexplained emotions and vague feelings. She may feel hopeless, thinking she is all alone or unsupported. But soon after she reaches the bottom, if she feels loved and supported, she will automatically start to feel better. As suddenly as she may have crashed, she will automatically rise up and again radiate love in her.

A woman's ability to give and receive love generally a reflection of how she is feeling about herself. When she is not feeling as good about herself, she is unable to be as accepting and appreciative . At her down times, she tends to be overwhelmed or more emotionally reactive. When her wave hits bottom she is more vulnerable and needs more love.


Owh...and especially thanks to several of my friends who manage to entertain my moody and unreasonable behavior.... thank you thank you thank you...

I have sent a bunch - 13 balloons - to my hunny's office.... It makes me laugh all day yesterday thinking how the delivery boy will have to carry those helium fills balloons to a government office.... WICKED!!!~hahahaha..... and I just cannot imagine HIS reaction when he sees those balloons since he is out meeting!!~ahaaaa..... definitely he will be tease like "gila" by his officemate kannn????hahahaha..... well, I hope u enjoy those balloons hunny since I enjoy buying and thinking about it.... make me laugh so bad yesterday....

crazy girl at work again....

xoxo