taking everything positive~

ignore its a man~~ 

I'm dowm about my job still~~~~~ Why laaaa and When laaaa I will get a permanent job......sob sob

but I'm taking everything positively now~~~

excited~

I'm ecstatic and excited~why?? will have to wait..... hehehehe......... owh..... 
I hope everything will run smoothly.....
and tq so much
my dearest fren 

luv, hugs and kisses

it's a scary world....or office... :(

owh, suddenly I wanted to wrote this N3 regarding conversation I had with kak liza, kak ziha, tuty and kak ros...its about the "creepy" or should i say ghost story in my office.....

ok.... this N3 I will mix BM and BI...cemana nak feel citer hantu dlm english maaaa....

memula, tuty memulakan citernya terjadi ketika awal2 tahun aritu, masa memula we all moved to PJD.... si tuty ni lak, leh nampak benda2 ghaib neh..... meremang bulu roma aihhh... back to the story.... haaaa, time2 die ngah wat kerja tu die nmpk ler kelibat putih sebelah die...die toleh2 haaa, she saw benda tu dalam baju putih and muka nmpk cam mayat reput... kulit cam kaler kelabu asap tu.... die pon sambung wat keje die lik smbil ckp " aku tak kacau ko, ko jangan kacau aku"...waktu tu time dlm kol 11 lebey kot...if it were me la kan, mau terjerit2 kot....

2nd story lak, this is when I ( YES, me!!!~) was with her kat lift bomba kat cafe area tu haaa..... she saw something mengintai dari pintu auditorium....she ask me did I saw that girl.. I said, maybe office kot....so wat tak tau jelah.....then next week, bile lalu blk tempat tu...maner ader office weyh, auditorium kot.... masa tu mula laaa terasa meremang dah nak lalu kot situ...tp sbb maleh nak pusing nyer pasal, gagah jugak laaaa.....

3rd story... this is at parking area... she saw one of our colleague was just getting out of her car.... si tuty ni nampak ader la budak membontot kak saidatul ( mmg akak ni ader anak lelaki baya2 sekolah rendah)....tuty ingat die bwk anak die lah.... elok je budak tu dok sebelah akak ni haaa..... time naik lift, tuty kater die naik sorang....budak tu xder.... naik2 tu si tuty ni terus story kat we all....haaaa, mau tak meremang .... * seram sejuk woooo *

yang kali ni plak anak kak liza lak, she saw someone in my office room.... sedangkan time tu i wasnt anywhere near in office...cemana tu?? si tuty pon pernah dgr tetiba my song asyik bertukar... when I wasn't in my room... wadusss.... * dah ler I like pasang lagu kuat2* dgr citer ni terus pasang surah al-baqarah time tak der dlm bilik.... takut gak la kann... sbb mmg dalam bilik ni rasa cam ngantuk n malas2 jeep.... pernah gak dlu awal2 tertido dlm bilik, tetiba ader org ketuk meja sampai terjaga... byk kali jugak laaa....dapat gak agak2 tyme tu mmg benda2 neh, tp wat tak tau jeeee...malas nak melayan perasaan....

kat tingkat lain + dlm toilet tu jgn nak cakap laa.... mmg byk tol citer kat PJD neh...maner tak nyer building dah ter-abandon berapa puluh tahun gak la tak salah nyer...

nak tulis N3 ni pon agak seram gak wooo....huhu.... pintu bilik yang selalu ditutup kini terbuka luas...hahahaha....

teeheee~

I wanted to write down this entry so that I would remember and had a laugh about it later on in life.....

I went to plaza masalam last sunday... went to buy some stuff for my kid brother...and jeng hjeng jeng...I manage to left the car keys on the cashier counter.... so I went to atm machine to took out some money and then went to watson to have a look around.... by the time I wanted to go home I realised that I havent got my car keys.....damn!! I'm panicked and gone blank...I called 2 of my bestfren... bless their little heart trying to calm me down...but hell!!I can't.. called my parents, so they came around to look after the car while I went on the search hunt..... owh, and not to forgot my hunny for also trying to calm me down...works for awhile hunny..*sib bek u're not around, kalo tidak u dpt tgk ke-panic-kan I dan akan jadi sasaran kegeraman I....huhu* thankssss...

owh, not to forgot also the guys at the insurance booth -prudential I think- for helping me out to watch over my car and one of them offer to take me home...thanks....

Thanks to pak guard for helping me out....n the weird thing is he thinks I'm from kelantan or terengganu.... so kekawan esp tika n my hunny.... sila2 la jgn dok loghat sana bila sembang ngan I nhooo... loghat utara yerr pasni...

at the end, I found my key at the giant counter....time tgh cari,kakak tu rehat la plak...so I didnt manage to seek herrr..... so ....end of story....may I laugh at this little mishap later on....

Owh, due to my hunny send me a song thru bbm on that day,an Indonesian band kan??? I've change my blog songs to this songs because it's so sweet.... and everytime I listen to it... I remember the LOST KEY episode.....

hehehehe.....

my blank desktop.....

my desktop has gone wonky.... i feel like smashing it.... I have a black n blank desktop.... no icon or wall paper on the screen....why why why..... :(

* thats it, no more HP computer after this*

- this lady got nice shoes n legs..haha, wish mine was like dat -

confused....

I'm confused~ or maybe its just a series of unknown....

smile~

sob sob....my staff is on leave today.... all of them.... so, i have to "punggah" their desktop to look for document and letter that they have done.... n hey, found my pics in bani's desktop.... its a smile picture..... so everyone...smile like a sunshine today ....

Lazy...

I declare today is my lazy day... Sleep and watch tv...owh and eat toooo.....
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Last Week update........

Owh...the one pics a day challenge had gone and "terjun" out of the window...but anyhowwwww.... here are the update last week....didnt have enuf time to update my blog and the one time I wanted to the site is down.... so here are the summary :)

in the training room

all prop up to be pipe

all the piped up

tadaaa...ready to be fill with custard or cream....

cutting up the fruit for rojak

food food for tummy...

xoxo

"i don't know what happen to me " phase

hey hey hey, i'm back after few days of " i don't know what happen to me" phase..hahaha.... but i have found the most logical explanation owh and plus my PMS grrrrrrrr.....

A woman is like wave. When she feels loved her self esteem rises and falls in a wave motion. When she is feeling really good, she will reach a peak, but then suddenly her mood may change and her wave crashes down. This crash is temporary. After she reaches bottom suddenly her mood will shift and she will again feel good about herself. Automatically her wave begins to rise back up.

When a woman's wave rises she feels she has an abundance of love to give, but when it falls she feels her inner emptiness and needs to be filled up with love. This time of bottoming out is a time for emotional housecleaning.

If she has suppressed any negative feeling or denied herself in order to be more loving on the upswing of her wave, then on the downswing she begins to experience these negative feelings and unfulfilled needs. During this down time she especially needs to talk about problems and be heard and understood.

This experience of "going down" is like going down into a dark well. When a woman goes into her "well" she is consciously sinking into her unconscious self, into darkness and diffused feeling. She may suddenly experience a host of unexplained emotions and vague feelings. She may feel hopeless, thinking she is all alone or unsupported. But soon after she reaches the bottom, if she feels loved and supported, she will automatically start to feel better. As suddenly as she may have crashed, she will automatically rise up and again radiate love in her.

A woman's ability to give and receive love generally a reflection of how she is feeling about herself. When she is not feeling as good about herself, she is unable to be as accepting and appreciative . At her down times, she tends to be overwhelmed or more emotionally reactive. When her wave hits bottom she is more vulnerable and needs more love.


Owh...and especially thanks to several of my friends who manage to entertain my moody and unreasonable behavior.... thank you thank you thank you...

I have sent a bunch - 13 balloons - to my hunny's office.... It makes me laugh all day yesterday thinking how the delivery boy will have to carry those helium fills balloons to a government office.... WICKED!!!~hahahaha..... and I just cannot imagine HIS reaction when he sees those balloons since he is out meeting!!~ahaaaa..... definitely he will be tease like "gila" by his officemate kannn????hahahaha..... well, I hope u enjoy those balloons hunny since I enjoy buying and thinking about it.... make me laugh so bad yesterday....

crazy girl at work again....

xoxo

Push push by kat deluna feat akon

my faveret zumba song!!~

Oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh
I see you dancin' with every girl
Lookin' for someone to rock your world
I'm checkin' your body, it's lookin' right
Boy I can tell that you go all night

Sweet boy, I just wanna be your fantasy boy
If you want it boy you gotta push push push baby
Don't stop for a minute
Oh oh , oh oh , ooh oh oh , oh oh oh
I said push push baby
Take it to the limit
Oh oh , oh oh , ooh oh oh , oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh , oh oh oh oh [4x]

Push it baby just the way I like (you know i want it)
Pick me up and take me for a ride (you know i want it)
Sexy body don't you wanna turn me out (you know i want it)
When I hop into it, take me to the crowd
Oh oh oh ohh

Sweet boy, I just wanna be your fantasy boy
If you want it boy you gotta push push baby
Don't stop for a minute
Oh oh , oh oh , ooh oh oh , oh oh oh
I said push push baby
Take it to the limit
Oh oh , oh oh , ooh oh oh , oh oh
Oh oh oh oh , oh oh oh oh [4x]

Push push baby
Don't stop for a minute
Oh oh , oh oh , ooh oh oh , oh oh
I said push push baby
Take it to the limit
Ooh oh , oh oh , ooh oh oh , oh oh

Push push baby
Don't stop for a minute
Oh oh , oh oh , ooh oh oh , oh oh
I said push push baby
Take it to the limit
Ooh oh , oh oh , ooh oh oh , oh oh
Oh oh oh oh , oh oh oh oh [4x]

Perfect two

Listening to this song at the moment~

Dedicated to my Hunny B... :)

You can be the peanut butter to my jelly

You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly

You can be the captain and I can be your first mate

You can be the chills that I feel on our first date

You can be the hero and I can be your side kick

You can be the tear that I cry if we ever split

You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'

Or you can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'

Don't know if I could ever be

Without you cause boy you complete me

And in time I know that we'll both see

That we're all we need

Cause you're the apple to my pie

You're the straw to my berry

You're the smoke to my high

And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause your the one for me for me (for me)

And I'm the one for you for you (for you)

You take the both of us of us (of us)

And we're the perfect two

We're the perfect two

We're the perfect two

Baby me and you

We're the perfect two

You can be the prince and I can be your princess

You can be the sweet tooth I can be the dentist

You can be the shoes and I can be the laces

You can be the heart that I spill on the pages

You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser

You can be the pencil and I can be the paper

You can be as cold as the winter weather

But I don't care as long as we're together

You know that I'll never doubt ya

And you know that I think about ya

And you know I can't live without ya

I love the way that you smile

And maybe in just a while

I can see me walk down the aisle....

Ignorance Is Bliss

Nice poem ~

You're simply afraid of what you can't see


Around hidden corners is where life is true


but you never seem to notice


what's in front of you....


Open your eyes and see


That is when you'll see the glimmer of real feelings


and not just the surface....


The Honest truth or
The bliss of ignorance
The hardest choice.....

sheeeleeappyy......

I'm sooo sleepy...I'm going to sleep...

let's get fat like garfield

enuff sed...

ZzzZZZzzzZZZ.....

opposite...

i am definately not feeling content at the moment.....

hurrrrrmpppp!!!

totally the opposite of my blog tittle...

uwaaaa.... please let me be okayyy...

lets bake another red velvet for miss kammy :)

p/s: tq to my hunny, talking to u let me forget about it for awhile....

until u tease me about "tertakluk kepada blaaa blaaa blaaaa"

xoxo

box, crazzzy and red velvet = results

So I've got my results today for my interview..... my results has been hold and is depending on the meeting that top management in SPA will have soon, I guess.... * I guess I still have to wait,sigh*

So, shena came around to my house last nite... to cheer me up??hehe, she wanted to pick up her cake -----> red velvet cake~ for her officemate bday celebration... It gives me something to think about rather than sitting around thinking about the results....

owh also, thanks to my fren syuk bcoz "rela" being drag to shop all the cake stuff with me ... toche toche

piccas some from last nite ....

let's sandwich my chubby face~

shena felt asleep while waiting for the cake *sorry shena* for the waiting and for taking this pics..hehe

the finish product at 12.30 am last nite..phew,...tired!!

Owh, I received sms from shena telling me the cake taste nice and they love it~

Thanks for the compliment, but I think the cake mite a wee bit "hangit" hehehe...but glad u guys love it....

♥

nervous & scared.....

errrrr......

chubby.....

Mode: sLeepy~

Thanks to Acap, who came into my room today and the first sentence he sed waS "hey y'all looking pale and chubby" now I'm feeling chubby and weight conscious....TQ weirdo!!~hahahaha

Chubby~
Image from here

Back to work~